Pretty Little Things.

I wanted to make a post, that pretty much would make me smile, make my friends smile, and make people see just how much fun this year has been.

Of course i know how hard that would be. There was far too many inside jokes (but not enough), stuff i find fun others might not, and some people just don't appreciate the fun times. But hey ho... It's my blog, and I'll do whatever i like ;p

I'm going to be starting on my yearly photo round up of the year blog soon. I actually can't wait to do that this year!

This year had been so epic, and it's also been my hardest. But it's made me stronger. The past few months I've changed my outlook on life. I don't rely on everyone anymore. I am my own person. I make my own decisions and i deal with them myself. Whether people agree or not, i don't give a shit. You treat me bad. Your out my life. Deal with the consequences.

There are a few friends i wanna thank for this. Of course some might not even know how much they have helped me.

First of all i wanna thank my girlies, my wagwans and my trumps. You girls are a few people i can pour my all too, cry, shout, moan, bitch.. and you don't judge me. You've all seen me at my worst, and brought the best out in me. I love you all so much. Sounds sappy, but i really do. Your my family away from my family. I know you'll always have my back no matter what. And i just wanna say.... I've got yours too. Always.

Secondly i wanna thank the new friends in my life. You guys are pretty much also responsible for my change in how i see things. Hails, Kady, Karah, Fiona. We might not talk all the time, but your kindness means something to me.

And to all my friends whom i see everyday. The ones who give me hugs for no reason, pull faces to make me laugh, and write obcene things on my hand just because they want to. I love you all too. You know who you are, my homies :)

I started the year meeting new people, and i love how that just carried on through the year. I replaced people who backed away, who stopped caring. Those people don't belong in my life. I don't think they ever did.

I also fixed the broken bridges with family members. It still hurts to do so, but no matter what i need them in my life. I love them no matter what. Life is too short to hold a grudge.

So yea, back to the topic at hand. The fun stuff. The random Stuff. I went on some epic trips this year. Most of them day trips, but they are just as worthy as the longer trips.

I love to laugh. Everyone says i have this loud ass dirty laugh thats contagious. I'm glad, because everyone should be laughing. You use more muscles frowning than smiling, and i certainly don't want frown lines. Not ever. I want laughter lines.

I also have a tendacy to come out with things without thinking. I do that alot, and i was reminded of a few things i'd said. One from when we on a train from New York to either Atlantic City, or Monmouth. We were going over this bridge, and you could see these stonking huge ships on the ocean, and stupid me yelled out how huge the lorries were on the water. I don't think I'll ever live it down LOL. How a ship can look like a lorry I'll never know.

Then my brother started talking about when we moved into this house. I was 11, and i remember never wanting to live here. I preffered our old house, and i do remember trying to come up with all kinds of reasons why we shouldn't live here. Anyways he told me how I'd pulled my mum aside and told her we couldn't live here as we had a gas fire, and I'd read somewhere that a little girl and her dog got killed after their gas fire fell out the wall and squashed them. We had a dog at the time who was my baby and i guess i was convinced it was going to happen to us.

I probably shouldn't of started this blog so darn late at night, for i can't think of much else. So I'm gonna ask you guys. Comment me. Tell me your favourite memory of us from this year. I want to know them all :)